Has Everything In My Life Up Until This Point Been Some Sort Of Mendacious Lie, Told to Benefit Others?

Yes, and now you are awake. You have craved this self-knowledge. This is the something missing that you wanted to tell people, something so intense, you expressed it as: I love you. But it is something prior to and predicated on love. Blinded, you have hurt yourself and sometimes others. You have despised what you thought was your cowardice, but this was impatience, you were not ready. You must believe, now, the tears that you are trying to wipe away with Cheetos stained fingers and release yourself into vomit filled spasms of real laughter. I welcome you to the world of “El Minotaur Blanco”. But understand this: whoever or whatever truly loves life does not love truth in the same way, or think them the same, for life and truth are often opposed.